studying is hard

Everytime I start to study, I get distracted. I go next door to see what my suitemates are up to. I flip channels idly to find a new reality show. I sit and stare and think about Spring Break.

I'm so excited for Spring Break. I'm going to keep the family drama to a minimum, hopefully get to hang out with Sam and Rebecca and everyone like old times, hang out with Eric like we're a normal couple, AND sit for a week doing mostly nothing. I'm stoked.

I'm totally stressed out. My pink Camel cigarettes are growing on me. Caitlin has be harranguing me about the ill effects of tobacco. I think that in a world where my sister parties harder than i do, a vice that keeps me going when I want to scream isn't so bad. Is it?

I'm completely depressed about my sister, for the record. Its like everyone has just given up. She's my baby sister! People shouldn't give up on her quite so easily....well, they shouldn't give up on her at all is what i'm going for.