Fringe Friend

The days and days i spend alone make me realize one thing: I have no true friends.

yes, I have brad. and I have Sharon. But what about my other friends? People who swore that we got along, that they 'got' me, that we had some sort of connection based on girliness or a love of dancing or rum or whatnot? If i move away, they never call. They never go out of their way for me.

I'm that friend that you love to hang out with when they show up at a party or when they happen to be assigned to your dorm room, but once you're away, with people you really love, you never call.

My recent calls are all my parents, brad, and sharon. And a few people who wanted me to buy them beer or liquor.

I miss having real true best friends. Who would drop everything to come to you. I miss never having to worry about plans, because I knew that at some point in the night we'd all end up on Claire's couch playing Mario Party or all snuggled up in one big ball of bestfriendlove on Kat's bed.

I'm such a stupid bitch.