Life is getting better.

The majority of the past 3 nights have been spent in the company of others, doing things that were fun and interesting. (how amazing is that?)

I'm mad that things in williamsburg suddenly stop sucking so hard when its time for me to go back to school. I wish that I had spent more time with new friends and less time moping and feeling resentful/sad/angry.

I also wish I wasn't such a pussy. Petty larceny isn't THAT big of a deal. :)

I'm thinking about getting a tattoo or a piercing. To sort of signify this new start i'm trying to make. I'm tired of basing my life around others. Its me from now on, damnit!

The lotus flower starts as a small flower down at the bottom of a pond in the mud and muck. It slowly grows up towards the waters surface continually moving towards the light. Once it comes to the surface of the water the lotus flower begins to blossom and turn into a beautiful flower.